original post date: October 2 2008
so she came over before i left for kansas. she stayed for only a few minutes… and half of the time she was here, she was on the phone with her boyfriend. fuck, i wanted to tell her then… but i just couldnt bring myself to say it. couldnt even think of how to bring it up.
so the trip to kansas was really boring. flat. farmland. i missed home really bad, hah maybe it made me realize that where i live isnt that bad after all.
her birthday is october 10, and were havin a party for her on the 11th. so far 3 girls incl. her are coming, and then 4 of jacks friends. it should be fun. accept i dont know what to get her for her birthday… any suggestions??
so yeah, she still dosent know. and idk what i want anymore. its gonna take time, if i choose to try and recruit her. hahah. but if i decide to stay friends and keep this secret, well then… what? i dont know…. hah.
also, jack and me have been aruging a lil bit more lately then i would like. i guess ill just have to try harder?
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